Well got my first tattoo. Totally painless, people are on drugs if they think they are.
Mission success.
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Mission success.
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OMG I love my girlfriend, I can't express this enough, she's hot, smart, and a fucking nerd, what did I do so right to deserve her? I have no idea. I know for most of my life I've been seen as the cynical realist who everyone thinks is a downer, but with her in my life nothing really ever seems that bleak anymore. I love Jenna. <3<3<3
BlazBlue, game comes out on June 30th, It's Guilty Gear 2.0....er....3.0 seeing as 2 was a bunch of 3d beat'em'up Dynasty Warriors crap. I can't wait to get it, and hopefully be playing it with Jason/Pete/Jack/Mitch a whole bunch. The art is amazing, the same musical direction for GGXX, and the characters seem interesting to say the least. Each character has a crest which represents them...(I'm still working on getting high res scans of each) but it definitly looks like possible tattoo material. Which I'm still interested in having done. (Aswell as a few piercings when I can take the time off to get them.)
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Anime, not much going on, I can blame Jason for my new uber love of Kamen Rider series, but that's just it, there's so much to watch, we're trying to finish Den-O together, while I also watch Decade on the side with Jack and myself. Downloaded the Tengen Toppa Movie, which was nice, the ending wasn't REALLY the ending but left it at a good note with an alternate 20-30 minutes of footage, lots of fanservice and the best scenes pretty much re-animated. Overall, really nice.
Manga, can't really get into this so much as FUCK I READ TOO MUCH MANGA. I'll try to list a current check list of what I'm working on getting through at some point, and if anyone has any questions or is reading the same stuff maybe we can talk about it?
Music, other then alternating between tracks with the BlazBlue soundtrack I've started listening to Galneryus again, with a new band recommend by my best buddy Jared, called Wintersun, which is pretty much best summed up by Symphonic Death Metal Ballads. Also got the 4 albums for Samurai Champloo by Nujabes back and I'm also thinking about starting a acoustic guitar music collection.
Other then that, I'm still looking for a possible roommate around Dec/Jan. To move into a house with me and Jenna, still looking for the place in question, but if you're interested give me a hollar.
I think that's it? THAT'S IT!!
BlazBlue, game comes out on June 30th, It's Guilty Gear 2.0....er....3.0 seeing as 2 was a bunch of 3d beat'em'up Dynasty Warriors crap. I can't wait to get it, and hopefully be playing it with Jason/Pete/Jack/Mitch a whole bunch. The art is amazing, the same musical direction for GGXX, and the characters seem interesting to say the least. Each character has a crest which represents them...(I'm still working on getting high res scans of each) but it definitly looks like possible tattoo material. Which I'm still interested in having done. (Aswell as a few piercings when I can take the time off to get them.)
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Anime, not much going on, I can blame Jason for my new uber love of Kamen Rider series, but that's just it, there's so much to watch, we're trying to finish Den-O together, while I also watch Decade on the side with Jack and myself. Downloaded the Tengen Toppa Movie, which was nice, the ending wasn't REALLY the ending but left it at a good note with an alternate 20-30 minutes of footage, lots of fanservice and the best scenes pretty much re-animated. Overall, really nice.
Manga, can't really get into this so much as FUCK I READ TOO MUCH MANGA. I'll try to list a current check list of what I'm working on getting through at some point, and if anyone has any questions or is reading the same stuff maybe we can talk about it?
Music, other then alternating between tracks with the BlazBlue soundtrack I've started listening to Galneryus again, with a new band recommend by my best buddy Jared, called Wintersun, which is pretty much best summed up by Symphonic Death Metal Ballads. Also got the 4 albums for Samurai Champloo by Nujabes back and I'm also thinking about starting a acoustic guitar music collection.
Other then that, I'm still looking for a possible roommate around Dec/Jan. To move into a house with me and Jenna, still looking for the place in question, but if you're interested give me a hollar.
I think that's it? THAT'S IT!!
People who told me life was some horribly difficult and hard obstacle to get through must have been on some serious drugs. Because despite some downs, it's been nothing but shits and giggles.
<3
PS; The same goes for loving relationships, I think a majority of people just don't understand their partners or know how to treat them; or pursue that knowledge if that.
<3
PS; The same goes for loving relationships, I think a majority of people just don't understand their partners or know how to treat them; or pursue that knowledge if that.
I was doing so well staying away from the "upsetting" entries, too.
I just have to get this stuff out of my mind and onto paper somewhere before it gets worse.
Work has been stressful. A lot more than it should be. My manager took a 3 week vacation, during the same time our assistant store manager was at another store, and our most knowledgable peer (Supervisor) took a vacation too. Leaving me, a new transfer from another store, and someone who barely knows their job already to look after the store. Not a good combination.
We had 5 no call no shows within a week, all of which fell on me and the transfer, we tried our best to keep things running smoothly despite that. Our sales were pretty good that week, but mine and the other supervisors were under tons of stress to get shifts covered by people who wouldn't answer their phone nor show up for work. It sucked. I spent atleast 2 hours one day getting someone to come in so that me and another co-worker could actually get our breaks for the day. (It's a possiblity to get written up for not taking certain/proper breaks).
Ontop of this I'm working at Saga on my off days, leaving myself no days off. Yes, I do this to myself, but the money is good, and when Jenna eventually comes down here, I would like to be able to take some time off to spend it with her, while getting her settled.
I'm not getting enough hours at Starbucks either, when I had a monopoly on all the hours at the store (I was easily getting the most just under the manager) I gave shifts to people who asked me if they could have it for the money, because of such and such bills, I gave it to them, knowing I made more than enough, and could spare it. This in turn causes my boss to come to me and ask me if I want to keep working as a supervisor and that I was giving too many shifts away and taking too much time off. Which I could only say it wasn't that I didn't want it, so much others wanted it more.
Now that I have few hours at work I've been asking others if they can give me an extra shift or two so that I can make some money for MY bills, only to be met with that they need it more, and they can't spare them. WTF. I give them my shifts as a favor for them, but as soon as Devin needs money, there is no work to be found, they can all suck my balls.
While not upsetting so much as very much depressing. I learned not too long ago that I upset someone very precious to me, that I'm around all the time (You know who you are. Nyoro~n.) And as much as I really want to talk to them about it I don't want to offend them by trying to keep bringing it up, but I would rather talk to them about it then leave it be. Because I know alot of the things while could be argued, were my fault, and I don't know how to fix it. I feel bad knowing I'm in the wrong, yet have no way to seemingly redeem myself :(
The only other thing on my mind is that I can't wake up anymore. I hate it. I can't get to sleep at night, and when I try to wake up in the morning so I can actually spend time with my roommates I seem to not be able to muster the strength to get out of bed, and roll over, sleeping up until I just about need to leave for work, this also depressing. Cutting into my free time, too.
This sucks. And I know I could solve it all, it's just going to take time, and willpower.
I just have to get this stuff out of my mind and onto paper somewhere before it gets worse.
Work has been stressful. A lot more than it should be. My manager took a 3 week vacation, during the same time our assistant store manager was at another store, and our most knowledgable peer (Supervisor) took a vacation too. Leaving me, a new transfer from another store, and someone who barely knows their job already to look after the store. Not a good combination.
We had 5 no call no shows within a week, all of which fell on me and the transfer, we tried our best to keep things running smoothly despite that. Our sales were pretty good that week, but mine and the other supervisors were under tons of stress to get shifts covered by people who wouldn't answer their phone nor show up for work. It sucked. I spent atleast 2 hours one day getting someone to come in so that me and another co-worker could actually get our breaks for the day. (It's a possiblity to get written up for not taking certain/proper breaks).
Ontop of this I'm working at Saga on my off days, leaving myself no days off. Yes, I do this to myself, but the money is good, and when Jenna eventually comes down here, I would like to be able to take some time off to spend it with her, while getting her settled.
I'm not getting enough hours at Starbucks either, when I had a monopoly on all the hours at the store (I was easily getting the most just under the manager) I gave shifts to people who asked me if they could have it for the money, because of such and such bills, I gave it to them, knowing I made more than enough, and could spare it. This in turn causes my boss to come to me and ask me if I want to keep working as a supervisor and that I was giving too many shifts away and taking too much time off. Which I could only say it wasn't that I didn't want it, so much others wanted it more.
Now that I have few hours at work I've been asking others if they can give me an extra shift or two so that I can make some money for MY bills, only to be met with that they need it more, and they can't spare them. WTF. I give them my shifts as a favor for them, but as soon as Devin needs money, there is no work to be found, they can all suck my balls.
While not upsetting so much as very much depressing. I learned not too long ago that I upset someone very precious to me, that I'm around all the time (You know who you are. Nyoro~n.) And as much as I really want to talk to them about it I don't want to offend them by trying to keep bringing it up, but I would rather talk to them about it then leave it be. Because I know alot of the things while could be argued, were my fault, and I don't know how to fix it. I feel bad knowing I'm in the wrong, yet have no way to seemingly redeem myself :(
The only other thing on my mind is that I can't wake up anymore. I hate it. I can't get to sleep at night, and when I try to wake up in the morning so I can actually spend time with my roommates I seem to not be able to muster the strength to get out of bed, and roll over, sleeping up until I just about need to leave for work, this also depressing. Cutting into my free time, too.
This sucks. And I know I could solve it all, it's just going to take time, and willpower.
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Thinking - Music:Holy Diver - Dio
Why not? XD
LJ stalking horror - a report by devin_kun.
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Well, there hasn't been too much to report other then a shitty economy effecting my (And probably everyone elses in the US's) job. Budget cuts are being made, stores being closed, etc. Luckily my store is one of the top sales in all of Florida, if not the whole US, as recent whole bean contest said our store and another on the other side of town have the highest whole bean sales for the entire country.
Jason (Lovely roommate) bought Incredibad's new CD, and I can't help but say/think that for being a "joke" band, they have A LOT of catchy songs, specifically...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R7yfISlG LNU
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=psECmEjy OuM
I can't seem to ever get them out of my head anymore :/
Unable to sit still for Jenna's next trip down in April or the hopefully inevitable move wether it's her or me, the chance of being able to wake up and see her everyday is almost unbelievably exciting.
I've finally decided what I want to go to school for, and it's a choice that caught many, even myself, off guard. Deciding on something I'd enjoy and also have an interest in, I decided on Bartending, I don't drink much (if at all) but the idea of a career as a Mixologist sounds entertaining and interesting, so I think I'll try for it. Only took me two years to decide.
Don't know what else to say, because when I make these entries my brain doesn't normally work, so if you have any questions about anything specific just tell me.
Jason (Lovely roommate) bought Incredibad's new CD, and I can't help but say/think that for being a "joke" band, they have A LOT of catchy songs, specifically...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R7yfISlG
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=psECmEjy
I can't seem to ever get them out of my head anymore :/
Unable to sit still for Jenna's next trip down in April or the hopefully inevitable move wether it's her or me, the chance of being able to wake up and see her everyday is almost unbelievably exciting.
I've finally decided what I want to go to school for, and it's a choice that caught many, even myself, off guard. Deciding on something I'd enjoy and also have an interest in, I decided on Bartending, I don't drink much (if at all) but the idea of a career as a Mixologist sounds entertaining and interesting, so I think I'll try for it. Only took me two years to decide.
Don't know what else to say, because when I make these entries my brain doesn't normally work, so if you have any questions about anything specific just tell me.
This is what -I- want, don't like it? Deal, motherfuckers. :/
I know I'm slow to update, but I've been busy. Not going to update a lot, if you're currently curious what's going on in my life, just IM me :P
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I know I'm slow to update, but I've been busy. Not going to update a lot, if you're currently curious what's going on in my life, just IM me :P
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Best trip to PA. Ever. Actually, best trip anywhere ever.
<3
<3
If you saw me in the back of a police car, what would you think I was arrested for?
Answer me, then post this in your own journal to see how many different crimes you get accused of committing.
Answer me, then post this in your own journal to see how many different crimes you get accused of committing.
Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answer to each question in the search box, then write the FIRST definition it gives you.
1.) Your name: Devin
to have vigorous passion; an endless sexual appetite
a person of such class and wisdom that it is unpresidented. A man so veril and powerful to all who dare to cross his path that they have no choice but to fall to their knees and worship the ground he walks on.
2.) Your age: 20
location or current status/activity
3.) One of your friends: Jack
To steal, or take from an unsuspecting person or store.
4.) What should you be doing?: Playing
1- cheating on somebody.
2- fucking with thier head.
5.) Your favourite colour: Green.
yes... it is most definitely referring to the marijuana... and also, upon occassion, any substance with similar uses. too, properly, of course, it is a golfing term, but that;s really not very much fun, now is it?
'yo, where da green at?'
6.) Your birthplace: New Castle, PA.
In Addition to drugs, New Castle Pa. also has Fireworks and Hot Dogs
7.) Last person you talked to: Ashley
a bad ass motherfucker who who won't take no shit off of nobody
8.) Last thing you had to drink: Dr. Pepper
A quite interesting carbonated soft-drink. It tastes great the first time you have it, or if you don't drink it too frequently, but its' flavor seems to fade and become un-noticeable if you drink it on a regular basis. It is better than Coke and Pepsi, and all the other popular soft-drinks, and often causes one to belch loudly, which is reason enough to drink it.
9.) Your nickname: Devi
A comic strip character featured in the comic "I Feel Sick" by Jhonen Vasquez. She can also be found in the ever-so-popular "jthm" books, known as "the one that got away"
1.) Your name: Devin
to have vigorous passion; an endless sexual appetite
a person of such class and wisdom that it is unpresidented. A man so veril and powerful to all who dare to cross his path that they have no choice but to fall to their knees and worship the ground he walks on.
2.) Your age: 20
location or current status/activity
3.) One of your friends: Jack
To steal, or take from an unsuspecting person or store.
4.) What should you be doing?: Playing
1- cheating on somebody.
2- fucking with thier head.
5.) Your favourite colour: Green.
yes... it is most definitely referring to the marijuana... and also, upon occassion, any substance with similar uses. too, properly, of course, it is a golfing term, but that;s really not very much fun, now is it?
'yo, where da green at?'
6.) Your birthplace: New Castle, PA.
In Addition to drugs, New Castle Pa. also has Fireworks and Hot Dogs
7.) Last person you talked to: Ashley
a bad ass motherfucker who who won't take no shit off of nobody
8.) Last thing you had to drink: Dr. Pepper
A quite interesting carbonated soft-drink. It tastes great the first time you have it, or if you don't drink it too frequently, but its' flavor seems to fade and become un-noticeable if you drink it on a regular basis. It is better than Coke and Pepsi, and all the other popular soft-drinks, and often causes one to belch loudly, which is reason enough to drink it.
9.) Your nickname: Devi
A comic strip character featured in the comic "I Feel Sick" by Jhonen Vasquez. She can also be found in the ever-so-popular "jthm" books, known as "the one that got away"
First off, special prizes soon to come. <3
Second. This upcoming month, I'm supposed to be moving out and into Ruthie/Jason's which I'm excited about. At the same time, this/next months bills will be hectic with my mom still wanting me to pay rent until her job gets busy. As much as I want to say no, I can't obviously ignore how much it would affect our relationship nor the lives of my siblings if I do. So, not total freedom yet. :/ But the move is exciting, none-the-less.
Work is meh, Pete got a job there, so it's a new ballgame having a fellow geek.
I don't know what to really say, I need to wake up for work in 4 hours, again (Notice how a lot of my entries are done when I'm overly tired and should be asleep? )
Fable 2 is awesome. British insults are my favorite. XD
Anyone who has no idea what it is, look no further...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Eewp9v3 nns [ Don't forget to click High Quality, and ignore the popups in the first 2 seconds. ]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R0MM ruG-3Fw&NR=1 <--- Actual trailer and not commercial.
If you don't know about the game a quick two sentence summary is the game revolves around choices. And through those choices your characters physical, mental, and fame are shaped. Wiki it like I'm sure Amane will for more info <3
That's it for now...
PS; HOW BOUT' THEM GUNDAMS, EH!?
Second. This upcoming month, I'm supposed to be moving out and into Ruthie/Jason's which I'm excited about. At the same time, this/next months bills will be hectic with my mom still wanting me to pay rent until her job gets busy. As much as I want to say no, I can't obviously ignore how much it would affect our relationship nor the lives of my siblings if I do. So, not total freedom yet. :/ But the move is exciting, none-the-less.
Work is meh, Pete got a job there, so it's a new ballgame having a fellow geek.
I don't know what to really say, I need to wake up for work in 4 hours, again (Notice how a lot of my entries are done when I'm overly tired and should be asleep? )
Fable 2 is awesome. British insults are my favorite. XD
Anyone who has no idea what it is, look no further...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Eewp9v3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R0MM
If you don't know about the game a quick two sentence summary is the game revolves around choices. And through those choices your characters physical, mental, and fame are shaped. Wiki it like I'm sure Amane will for more info <3
That's it for now...
PS; HOW BOUT' THEM GUNDAMS, EH!?
Anyone care to give a rating of this theme to my last one?
Everyone who comments will get a special prize.
EDIT; BBC America rules my life now. :/
Everyone who comments will get a special prize.
EDIT; BBC America rules my life now. :/
Obligatory Post. For those of you who "think" you saw this, wait for the second verse.
http://www.collegehumor.com/video:18329 96
http://www.collegehumor.com/video:18329
Just something small because I don't feel too great nor like typing a lot.
Moving in with Ruthie/Jason at some point, when stuff can get done is still up in the air right now, updates as to what's going on will be available later.
Listening to Code Geass R2's Introduction "World End" is really depressing now, and the thing is, it wasn't depressing until I saw the last episode. :/ This sucks. But I can't stop listening to it either.
As much as I'm sure not joining the Marines was a good idea, I still can't help but feel slightly guilty for letting Jared go by himself. Yes, I'm over-protective of my friends, but that doesn't mean I'm going to just throw him to the wolves either. I just would be more confident if I knew it was me who had his back, and not some guy who hasn't a clue what military tactics are.
Jack is my bestest friend evar.
Work is fine, the drop in the economy isn't really affecting my store, we're still busy, although we're predicted to lose 8% business, my boss explains that we won't lose nearly that much. Sometimes I feel like my position as a supervisor at that store is some inside joke that I'm the only one who doesn't get it. Although I only thought that after the meeting last night, but two other supervisors agreed the meetings make us feel like crap as "leaders".
Trying to go to Halloween Horror Nights this weekend if anyone decides to come, but it looks like it won't be happening which is really depressing when I tried my best to invite a good amount of people and have everything planned.
Gah, I thought this journal was for happy things, and all I can think of is the negatives.
Except moving out, that can only be good. HD TV here I come.
Moving in with Ruthie/Jason at some point, when stuff can get done is still up in the air right now, updates as to what's going on will be available later.
Listening to Code Geass R2's Introduction "World End" is really depressing now, and the thing is, it wasn't depressing until I saw the last episode. :/ This sucks. But I can't stop listening to it either.
As much as I'm sure not joining the Marines was a good idea, I still can't help but feel slightly guilty for letting Jared go by himself. Yes, I'm over-protective of my friends, but that doesn't mean I'm going to just throw him to the wolves either. I just would be more confident if I knew it was me who had his back, and not some guy who hasn't a clue what military tactics are.
Jack is my bestest friend evar.
Work is fine, the drop in the economy isn't really affecting my store, we're still busy, although we're predicted to lose 8% business, my boss explains that we won't lose nearly that much. Sometimes I feel like my position as a supervisor at that store is some inside joke that I'm the only one who doesn't get it. Although I only thought that after the meeting last night, but two other supervisors agreed the meetings make us feel like crap as "leaders".
Trying to go to Halloween Horror Nights this weekend if anyone decides to come, but it looks like it won't be happening which is really depressing when I tried my best to invite a good amount of people and have everything planned.
Gah, I thought this journal was for happy things, and all I can think of is the negatives.
Except moving out, that can only be good. HD TV here I come.
- Location:Home
- Mood:
Blocking The World - Music:Flow - I Will
So, I know I have not been making any real updates lately, but that's because a lot of the stuff going on in my life is not at the point that it can be shared yet. So, wait a little longer and I'll post it. Until then, I've had two REALLY weird dreams the last two days.
Dream One;
In this dream I came to consciousness walking up a set of stairs with Kami/Jenna telling me we're going to be late. As we get to the top of the stairs she opens the door and it's a room full of people dressed in nothing but skin tight black clothes covering ever inch of their skin, including their faces. It's a large white room with a big bed in the middle, before I have any idea what's going on, two of said anonymous people grab my arms and start walking with me around the bed in circles, Jenna happily holding the hand of another one, just walking around. This entire time, I keep hearing them talking about internet websites I regular, manga, and all sorts of other things, then before I know it, they move out the door and shut it.
Having no idea what was going on, I walked down the stairs and come out to a basketball court, with characters from The Mighty Ducks handing me a jersey asking me if I'd play we play, and win, then for some reason I feel like somethings watching me, so I take off towards the locker room and just when I get there, someone grabs my shoulder. Which is when I wake up.
I have no idea what to make of it *shrugs*
Dream Two;
This dreams starts out with me and Jack walking under an archway into something called the "Death Zone" very reminiscent of haunted houses that people do for Halloween with people in costumes trying to scare you, etc. I wasn't really bothered by it because there are rules, such as they can't touch you.
As we walk past the first "horror" themed character in a costume, we grabs me and wraps him arms around me, I instinctively elbow him in the face and break out into a full run to get away, Jack right behind me. There was a board game grid where the ground should have been, so I kept running following it, running into more of these "monsters". Juking two of them, and straight out, rushing one, they weren't hard to get past. Jack behind me the entire time. Eventually it leads us to a dead end where the board game grinds spiral into the center of the room, tons of "monsters" just standing there, waiting. Two people ran past us, and got almost to the end before they were decapitated by a monster with a sword.
Now here, is where I think I'm going insane, as I saw this happening in sickening reality, I specifically remember saying to myself "They signed up for the risk, no loss here."
Waiting for my chance two more people ran by, and I took my chances getting behind them and using them as meat shields to the monsters weapons I managed to get to the end. A horn sounded that someone won, and then the monsters started to bring chairs out, as a stage was being erected. The clown from Steven King's "It" was the host and asked for the remaining survivors to take a seat. When we all did, someone next to me said something and he had his head blown off by a gun.
Once again all I thought was "Eh, it's not me, I have nothing to worry about."
The curtain on the stage opened to an entire arena of sex, violence, and abuse, and the dream with him concluding by saying "Welcome do your paradise."
>_>;; Ya, I don't know.
Dream One;
In this dream I came to consciousness walking up a set of stairs with Kami/Jenna telling me we're going to be late. As we get to the top of the stairs she opens the door and it's a room full of people dressed in nothing but skin tight black clothes covering ever inch of their skin, including their faces. It's a large white room with a big bed in the middle, before I have any idea what's going on, two of said anonymous people grab my arms and start walking with me around the bed in circles, Jenna happily holding the hand of another one, just walking around. This entire time, I keep hearing them talking about internet websites I regular, manga, and all sorts of other things, then before I know it, they move out the door and shut it.
Having no idea what was going on, I walked down the stairs and come out to a basketball court, with characters from The Mighty Ducks handing me a jersey asking me if I'd play we play, and win, then for some reason I feel like somethings watching me, so I take off towards the locker room and just when I get there, someone grabs my shoulder. Which is when I wake up.
I have no idea what to make of it *shrugs*
Dream Two;
This dreams starts out with me and Jack walking under an archway into something called the "Death Zone" very reminiscent of haunted houses that people do for Halloween with people in costumes trying to scare you, etc. I wasn't really bothered by it because there are rules, such as they can't touch you.
As we walk past the first "horror" themed character in a costume, we grabs me and wraps him arms around me, I instinctively elbow him in the face and break out into a full run to get away, Jack right behind me. There was a board game grid where the ground should have been, so I kept running following it, running into more of these "monsters". Juking two of them, and straight out, rushing one, they weren't hard to get past. Jack behind me the entire time. Eventually it leads us to a dead end where the board game grinds spiral into the center of the room, tons of "monsters" just standing there, waiting. Two people ran past us, and got almost to the end before they were decapitated by a monster with a sword.
Now here, is where I think I'm going insane, as I saw this happening in sickening reality, I specifically remember saying to myself "They signed up for the risk, no loss here."
Waiting for my chance two more people ran by, and I took my chances getting behind them and using them as meat shields to the monsters weapons I managed to get to the end. A horn sounded that someone won, and then the monsters started to bring chairs out, as a stage was being erected. The clown from Steven King's "It" was the host and asked for the remaining survivors to take a seat. When we all did, someone next to me said something and he had his head blown off by a gun.
Once again all I thought was "Eh, it's not me, I have nothing to worry about."
The curtain on the stage opened to an entire arena of sex, violence, and abuse, and the dream with him concluding by saying "Welcome do your paradise."
>_>;; Ya, I don't know.
I know a certain Pennsylvanian native girl who is now going to bounce off the walls (hopefully) when she gets the B-day present I have in mind now.
